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Life carries too many things that are sometimes way too hard to digest and makes you feel crushed into a million broken pieces. Even if you want to gather all the courage to sum up whatever is left within you, you still get this empty feeling at hand. This is nevertheless a good reason to close all the doors you see opening on to you. No matter how hard you try, you would get defeats every time you feel like having this wining spirit in yourself. This again, is not a valid reason for you to give up.
Look at me, i can boast of one thing about me though. I never had a very fascinating life that i could show others to feel envied about. But yet, along with all those hurdles, each time i cried, i took a deep breath and went back to sleep. Even if i see myself with soggy eyes in the morning, i know it won't last more than a day. And then again im ready to meet people who would at times love me for what i am or hate me for what i cannot be.
The thing is, i can never see myself the way others might want to see me. Nor do i think i can have people taking me as i am, life does not offer chances that stay valid for a life's time. It's just that you sort of make arrangements that look reasonable. Designing yourself on the patterns that other people present is just way to absurd at times. Especially people who are so careless to check back and comment on how you're doing with the new adaptations.
Get a life ! Grow up... Think about your life. Things that make you happy, brings a smile on your face...nah na na... don't count people who bring smile on your face, cuz some of them are just too lame to make u smile and then move forward leaving you wondering what just happened. the ones who want to see you smiling may not always live with you but eventually you'll realize that they were the ones who left a very sweet remembrance on your heart. Kick out the ones that make you disheartened and blurry about your self. You are never too free to spend time so long on thinking if they could really change, rather take it as an attempt where you tried on a new pair of shoe and ultimately it didnt look good on your feet so you had to take them off and look for a new pair... just cuz a bunch of losers reside all over the place, you cannot presume that life will eventually let you loose all that you ever want to treasure... !!!!

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mj said…
such calm words for all the lost souls out there :)
March 20, 2012 at 12:52 AM
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